I wish I could sit here and tell you that all is right in my world. But honestly it’s not. I am sick of fighting or arguing. I feel betrayed by a person I’ve known for 13+ years. As much as I’m not angry I’m trying to smile through it all and pretend as if nothing is wrong. I feel like crying and I hate crying. I’m tired and sick and frustrated. But God sent Eric Bowley(@erickimberlin) and April D(@aprilavica)in my life this week and it’s made me feel a bit better. Sometimes it’s just hard to fake a smile when all you want to do is cry. God is here though and he puts us through stuff he thinks we can handle…hopefully that reigns true. Well have to go now and relax. For the last five minutes of my break.